Dear Me,

You like this guy. . .and you feel like it's time to tell him. You feel that maybe something could happen. Something different. Something great. Then you snap. Why? Because your hormones are out of whack and unbalanced. You then find out that. . . he already knows. He already knows? What? How? When? Who told!? Maybe this is okay. Maybe since he knows. . . he's thinking about how to get out of the Friend Zone. But what if he doesn't want out of the Friend Zone? What if he's fine where he is because he doesn't feel the same thing for me? Well then that's fine. . . but do I need to say something to him? "Hey since you know, we can just get it out there and you can tell me how you feel" or does that mean I already know my answer?

Simply lost again. In this void.

Do I need an answer now? Do things need to change for the worse? Or even for the better?

Thanks for listening inner self. Sometimes I wish I could have inner monolouge moments and actually see my self conscience talking. . . .

Love Me.